Love Language

Love Language

LOVE THROUGH ACTIONS, GESTURES, CARESSES AND PROXIMITY. LOVE THAT ISN'T FLUENT IN FLOWERY WORDS. LOVE THAT IS SUBTLY OBVIOUS, TANGIBLE, PRESENT.

The truth of the universe can never be known. Never unveiled to be held, married, trapped. It is a free bird rustling the leaves, never seen, only known in echoes and usherings of wind.

-penned by j. m. medna (2024)

Monet's pink paintings.

tired :\

im so tired of life being so shitty all the time.

im so tired of not being particularly good at anything.

im tired of my fleeting hyperfixaction waves and all the hobbies i let fall through the cracks.

sick of my lack of commitment to any body, entity, plan or interest.

im sick of fights, of all the horrible things we yell at one another only to bury the next day as if we aren't still bleeding.

sick of people.

sick from lonesomeness.

so sick of wondering if others ever feel this lost, this hopeless, this pointless.

so sick of seeking something that i can never seem to name, much less find. it's this constant vacancy in my heart. nothing ever satiates it; it constantly longs. it's a greedy, hungry anomaly, this heart of mine.

let me lie a moment amidst quivering grass and shut my eyes that i may rest a second, not more. i trade my greed for a second of serenity, a moment of detached clarity

-penned by j. m. medna (2024)

the only person you need to be good enough for is yourself

I've found my niche jeongguk era

JUNGKOOK X VOGUE KOREA — '1970s Punk'