If 2021 Was A Movie, This Was My Soundtrack. What Was Yours? I'll Be Sharing #SpotifyWrapped For The

If 2021 was a movie, this was my soundtrack. What was yours? I'll be sharing #SpotifyWrapped for the next 12 days including comparison from my #spotifywrapped2020 🥳

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Your 2021 Wrapped

In 2021, there was no such thing as normal. Find out how your year sounded with #SpotifyWrapped

LATE NIGHT POST

Been feeling this way since high school. During elementary, I was in my own world and only felt sad that some classmates misunderstood or laugh (or smirk) on my cluelessness about films, shows, and trends. But in high school, there was a pull between reading books or hanging out and talking with friends or classmates about people in showbiz, or shows, films, or just be with them doing fun shizz. FOMO is strong mostly during DMs which friends chose to ignore constantly if they're busy (esp if they're with other "more fun" people).

When birthday wishes are reduced to "happy birthday" from those short yet well meaning personal messages I adore. When you finall6 able to go with people but you got so much to catch on from exes, drunken stories, and jokes which makes it awkward for both you and the people you are with.

So over the years, I gradually rewired my brain to forgo any expectations I used to have. Still, I feel all the emotions from heaviness, the emptiness, and the feeling of being forgotten. I expect people to misjudge, misunderstood, overlook, ignore, and be disappointed in me.

It is so ingrained within me that I have a hard time considering calling people as friends or to even think about the idea of being committed in a romantic relationship with someone. This is not all that bad tho coz it introduced me to be more loving on myself by myself. To not expect anything from people. To learn things I could learn so when they refuse or ignore my plea for assistance (or they abandon me) I can do it on my own. Coz you will come to a point of getting tired of making excuses for people who did not even bother to offer you one for themselves.

I miss people and moments even if they don't miss me (or remember me) at all. It's okay coz this is life and I could be forgetting others as well. We will all die one day and when it is time we should reflect if we are proud of the life we've lived up to the very last breath.

Did I miss something, Drewds?

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I listen to Kodaline too ❤️

Sweet! They're amazing especially the music they produce.

My top song of 2021. @GabrielleAplin's When The Lights Go Out 💡

What was yours? #SpotifyWrapped