Olive-b18 - I Have No Clue - Tumblr Blog

I absolutely love how I’m minding my business in my room ,watching up on some YouTube to relax. This video pops up on my feed that is titled “The Problem With Modern Love.” I click on it, expecting it to be about popular takes about love that I’ve heard over and over again by many different people. To tell y’all how genuinely surprised I was, is a complete understatement. I don’t know who this man is in the video, but he is so eloquent and explains his point of with so much passion and care that I was blown away. I will not lie, I think this video just completely solidified the fact that I 100000% find intelligence, passions and being themselves are 3 of the most attractive qualities that a person can have.

Oh and here’s the link to the video if you’re curious https://youtu.be/AnEtus9XNws?si=rtyUym_CGzuyTMMH

Another spurt of Inspiration:

Hi again.

I thought I would be done after the first letter to you, but I guess not. I miss you. More than ever. I don’t know who you are and that’s killing me more than ever right now. I know I’m my heart our time will come, but I can’t help but feel this way. I watched a drama recently, so maybe that’s why my soul is longing for you more than ever right now. The most beautiful sunrise peered right outside my window this morning and I couldn’t help but think of you. The way the beautiful golden gleams of the sun warmed my face felt as though your hand was there. I hope you feel the same when you see the sunrise this morning wherever you may be. The person I have yet to meet.

“Even if you forget the person in your mind, the soul will never forget the memories.” This was a quote from the drama I watched. I couldn’t help but think that this applies to us? Don’t you think? We made memories in a past life and our soul will remember each other in this one when we cross paths eventually. The day we finally meet can’t come soon enough. I used to think that life was monochrome. A life of blacks, whites and grays, but now life seems to be a little bit brighter. Maybe when we meet my life will become even brighter, colors that will be more vibrant than they are now. Someone asked me once if I ever wanted to go to the past to change anything, would I? My answer initially was no, and it still is. Yet, I can’t help but feel as though my Nader has changed some. Perhaps if you, my soulmate, we’re in my past and something happened to you, then I would. I would try desperately to change our fate…but I guess no one can do that. I hope your day today is a little bit brighter than yesterday, and that the beautiful sun shines down on your face, giving you the warmth I can’t right now. I hope the rain will cool you off when I can’t. I hope the beautiful bright moon will watch over you when you dream of me, and that your wishes come true with every star you wish upon. I’m always thinking of you wherever you may be, and I’ll be here waiting for your return. I just know the day we finally cross paths, will be the day we say “I’m finally home.” Just hold on and wait for me a little longer. I’ll see you when stars allow it. Until then, smile brightly like the sun and dream soundly so I can meet you there. I love you.

Sincerely,

Your soulmate

Lmao It’s Been A While

Dear college freshman and sophomore me,

Remember the guy you had a major crush on and never talked to him because you were so nervous every time you saw him? The guy you would see at the student union looking all fine and smart minding his own business and just couldn’t help but want to get to know him? Yeah? Well…. Gurl…. He’s not worth it and is a major disappointment because the man is dry asf and is not the standard… he may look cute but do not waste your time.

We finally had our first relationship after years of being single from the ex from high school that traumatized us!! (Btw your bisexual). Look, it may have hurt us deeply, but we learned from it. It gave a us a new perspective on our first relationship and we learned about what WE truly wanted in a relationship. We learned about what we want when it comes to dating and getting into a relationship. I’m proud to say that we are able to say when enough is enough and stand up for ourselves. It was a great relationship, with many beautiful memories and you learn a lot from it. I don’t regret it, but it doesn’t end up hurting you in the end.

You have the greatest friends!! They were there through everything. They helped you when you felt lost, they were there when you had a panic attack for the first time in months, they were there to lift you up when you were down. They were there to support you in absolutely everything and I couldn’t be more thankful that they are in my life. They give you courage and confidence in our decisions, wishes, and dreams!! Heck you even reconnected with your longest friend after a year of no talking because you thought that she would leave you is she found out you were bisexual!! You couldn’t have more more wrong because she supports you and she’s so happy to see how confident you are in yourself!! That’s right baby me!! We are confident now😎 plus you are in such a better place than you have ever been in your life!! Your happy and making memories with the people you love and cherish!! Heck I got high last night with all of our friends and went to the zoo and it was the best experience!!

Also remember the one guy your ex friend did a show with and how she told you all this shit about him and ended up hating him for it? Well… you ended up working on a musical with him and you hated him even more!! But that’s not the point. You both ended up being in the same class… and that my friend, is where it all began. So who would’ve ever thought you would have a fat crush on the guy that you hated? We have read by far too many fanfics. Btw nothing has come out of it, except moments that make me question whether or not he’s being flirty or just a good friend, but let me tell you… it’s worth it. Liking him as been one of the most fun experiences because he treats you differently than does with others in his life. He genuinely cares about us. He has defended you to professors, your fake wife (hi Daisy🥺🫶), your close friends, ect… he has given us advice, he has calmed us down when we are angry and stressed. He literally threatened us that he would come take care of us himself if we didn’t take better care of ourselves when we were sick. He is able to read us like a fucking book and that makes us so happy. We don’t have to say a single word because he will say “what happened? Talk to me,” and we do!! Man do we talk. We have talked about so many different things, and each one I cherish because he is just as grateful to have me in his life like how much I’m grateful that he’s in mine. Whether this ends up becoming romantic or friendly, it doesn’t matter because we have gained someone in our life that makes us happy.

And now on to the star of this saga. You, me and Us. I’m so proud of us. We made it to 22, and who would’ve thought that. We’ve had it hard, life coming at us and throwing curve balls left and right, hiking up mountains and valleys to get where we are and look at us!! We were able to write a full 10 minute script that our professor loved!! We even designed the program that presented our class and everyone loved it!! But the biggest accomplishment was the fact that we are officially an actor!! We preformed in our first main stage theatre production as the main lead for a show that has never been produced before!! On top of that we got nominated to compete for the Irene Ryan this upcoming KACTF!! lol at us go!! All those late nights memorizing lines that ended up being 96 pages was all worth it. We also have made so many new friendships and connections through this experience. We are finally growing up into the person we hoped we’d be! Look how far we’ve come and this is just the beginning because now you’re trying to write a book and man am I having fun with it!!

Everything you’ve gone through led us to where we are now!! I know it was hard in the beginning, but I’m so proud of you for holding on!! And I’m so proud of us for how far we’ve come. Goodbye for now little me. I’ll update you in a few years!!

Sincerely,

Me😘🥰💕🫶

When the 3 AM Inspiration Hits :D

Maybe it’s the way I feel my soul crave for your existence, but I can’t help but look for your eyes at every passerby on the street

Hoping that it’s you I’ll run into.

I feel the way my heart beats

For anyone at this point in my life

Hoping that the person it beats for

Is you.

I can’t help but read every romance novel

Feeling as though it is us in another lifetime

Where our love is obvious on paper,

Easily read in between the lines of

Onyx and ivory.

I can’t help but feel jealous

At these romantic stories,

Whether they are on a page or in real time

Because maybe they found their other half

Before I did?

Or maybe it’s because they found someone who can fill the void till they meet their other half.

I’m greedy to want you in my life

Especially right now

When I know for a fact things wouldn’t work out the way I would like them.

I know I have to patient to meet you

To be able to love you.

That our story will happen when the time is right.

I know that you’re one step ahead of me,

Also waiting patiently to meet me.

To love me as much as would I love you.

I can’t help but be worried though.

Whether you’re out there still, alive and doing well.

Or if the horrors of our world have taken you to paradise among the stars where you belong.

It’s sad that the stories I read are about feeling, knowing, and loving their soulmates.

I wish that was a world we lived in because I so badly want to know your face, trace my eyes over your features and burn them to memory. Get to know the name that falls from my lips like exquisite honey. I want to know the person behind those mysterious eyes that I can’t picture.

Do you like to read?

Are you a nerd?

What’s your favorite season?

What’s your favorite type of weather?

How do you like your coffee in the morning?

Are you as obsessive as I am?

Are you as ambitious and independent as I am, but have a desire to be with me at all hours of the day?

As silly and simple as those questions are… I have so many more I want answered.

I have the guttural desire to know who you are

And where I can find you.

So I look and scour this earth trying to find you.

I look in places where I least expect you to be…

Like in friends, strangers, dating apps….

I say it’s to pass the time, but really…

A deeper part of my being is hoping to find you there…

I’m naive, knowing that you’re out there not at all doing what I’m doing…

But I’d be lying to myself and a hypocrite if I said that you weren’t doing the same as I am…

Trying to find you, and bring you, us home.

I crave for the days that will brighten when you’re by my side, waking up to the morning sun shining down on our faces.

I crave for your touch that ignites and relaxes my body, your favorite instrument to play.

One you know all too well as you trace your hands over me to play your favorite siren song.

I crave the day that our eyes finally meet and we both sigh in relief that we have found the ‘one’.

I crave for the day that I’m not the sole poet, and that you have created a sonnet from your heart dedicated to me.

I crave for the rainy days that storm down on our house of comfort,

Instead of running away and it breaking us down,

You grab my hand as we run out the door from the safety of our house and then we make out in the rain.

Not caring if the whole world was watching us.

I crave for the day that we sit inside of a pillow fort of our making as we laze around basking in each other’s presence because

it’s enough.

I crave for the day that we are able to love each other and make memories that are so far ahead of us.

I crave for the day I find you,

My other half. Who was made by the gods themselves,

To treasure, adore, spoil and love me.

So I will continue in my conquest… going through different lovers hoping to find you in this life.

Crushing on people who most likely aren’t you.

Just hoping for the off chance that it is.

I dread the thought that I’ve crossed paths with you, as it wasn’t our time yet or the off chance that it just wasn’t meant to happen in this lifetime.

But if I’m right about that,

Then I will see you when my time is up.

I will cherish and hold you with so much vigor we won’t be apart again in our next life.

My body craves our love, that only my soul would know, recognize and covet.

My heart yearns for the warmth that only your love would thaw and bring it buzzing to life again.

I would say it’s a miracle that if you are dead that you don’t know of my ability to see, feel, and hear spirits.

And if you did, and only didn’t haunt me because you didn’t want to burden me with that fact alone, then fuck you!!

Because at least I would have closure.

It would be so much easier with the fact that I know that you are dead, that you would be patiently waiting till I’ve lived my life to the fullest while mourning for you.

Because it’s easier knowing where and who you are and what happened to you,

Than wondering the what ifs,

wondering who you are

Wondering where you are

If you’re out there

Like me

Wishing

That you

Would just appear

And tell me that everything

Is going to be okay because I

Have you on my side and that nothing is going

To break us apart. Not in this life or the next.

Every person I date from here on out, will be a lesson I learn,

So that when I eventually find you, I will know how to cherish, trust, communicate, and love you, like how I know you deserve.

I know you will do the same for me.

When our souls eventually meet, it will feel like coming home. It will be like breathing in the first fresh air of spring. It will feel as though our worlds have collided in the most unlikely of ways, but when looking back on the moment it would make the most sense to us. We will love each other for all our demons and faults. We will love each other for all our happiest moments and for good days. A perfect Yin-Yang of messy and pure love.

We will stand for and with each other every step and turn. Devoted to one another.

I do not have the pleasure of knowing who you are yet.

But my soul loves and misses you. Whoever, whomever and wherever you are, and I can’t help but wish and pray that you’re doing okay and holding up without me. I hope that you hold out and look for me a little longer because I will find, and come home to you soon. My dearest sweet love.

My other half,

My one true soulmate.

Resources For Describing Emotion

Emotions

Without Making Your Character Feel Too Self Aware

Showing Emotion Without Telling About It

Emotions Associated With Body Language

Telling Readers What The Character Doesn’t Want To Show

Hiding Emotions

Expressing Cardinal Emotions: Masculine vs. Feminine

Writing Extreme Emotion Without Melodrama

Specific Emotions

Conveying Shock

Conveying Embarrassment

Conveying Disappointment

Conveying Love/Attraction

Conveying Annoyance

Conveying Relief

Conveying Uncertainty

Conveying Impatience

Conveying Shame

Conveying Resentment

Conveying Panic

Conveying Guilt

Conveying Desperation

Conveying Sarcasm & Verbal Disrespect

Conveying Confusion

Conveying Stubbornness

Conveying Frustration

Conveying Indifference

Conveying Indignation

Conveying Confidence & Pride

Conveying Smugness

Conveying Enthusiasm

Conveying Curiosity

Conveying Hopefulness

Conveying Unease

Conveying Reluctance

Conveying Worry

Conveying Humility & Meekness

Conveying Happiness & Joy

Conveying Amusement

Conveying Disgust

Conveying Resignation

Conveying Jealousy

Conveying Anticipation

Conveying Contentment

Conveying Defeat

Conveying Excitement

Conveying Fear

Conveying Hatred

Conveying Hurt

Conveying Being Overwhelmed

Conveying Sadness & Grief

Conveying Satisfaction

Conveying Somberness

Conveying Sympathy & Empathy

Conveying Wariness

Conveying Defensiveness

Conveying Desire

Conveying Doubt

Conveying Energy

Conveying Exhaustion

Conveying Hunger

Conveying Loneliness

Conveying Physical Pain

Emotional Wounds

A Role Model Who Disappoints

A Sibling’s Betrayal

A Speech Impediment

Becoming a Caregiver at an Early Age

Being Bullied

Being Fired or Laid Off

Being Held Captive

Being Mugged

Being Publicly Humiliated

Being Raised by Neglectful Parents

Being Raised by Overprotective Parents

Being So Beautiful It’s All People See

Being the Victim of a Vicious Rumor

Being Stalked

Being Trapped in a Collapsed Building

Being Unfairly Blamed For The Death of Another

Childhood Sexual Abuse (by a family member or known person)

Discovering One’s Parent is a Monster

Discovering One’s Sibling was Abused

Experiencing a Miscarriage or Stillbirth

Failing At School

Failing To Do The Right Thing

Financial Ruin Due To A Spouse’s Irresponsibility

Finding Out One’s Child Was Abused

Finding Out One Was Adopted

Getting Lost In a Natural Environment

Growing Up In A Cult

Growing Up in a Dangerous Neighborhood

Growing Up In Foster Care

Growing Up In The Public Eye

Growing Up In The Shadow of a Successful Sibling

Growing Up with a Sibling Who Has a Chronic Disability or Illness

Having Parents Who Favored One Child Over Another

Having To Kill Another Person To Survive

Infertility

Infidelity (emotional or physical)

Losing a Limb

Losing a Loved One To A Random Act of Violence

Making a Very Public Mistake

Overly Critical or Strict Parents

Physical Disfigurement

Rejection By One’s Peers

Telling The Truth But Not Being Believed

The Death of a Child On One’s Watch

Victimization via Identity Theft

Watching A Loved One Die

Wrongful Imprisonment

Spending Time In Jail

Suffering From a Learning Disability

Motivation

Achieving Spiritual Enlightenment

Avoiding Certain Death

Avoiding Financial Ruin

Beating a Diagnosis or Condition

Being Acknowledged and Appreciated by Family

Being a Leader of Others

Being the Best At Something

Caring for an Aging Parent

Carrying on a Legacy

Catching The Bad Guy or Girl

Coming To Grips With Mental Illness

Discovering One’s True Self

Escaping a Dangerous Life one Doesn’t Want

Escaping a Killer

Escaping a Widespread Disaster

Escaping Confinement

Escaping Homelessness

Escaping Invaders

Finding Friendship or Companionship

Finding a Lifelong Partner

Having a Child

Helping a Loved One See They Are Hurting Themselves and Others

Obtaining Shelter From The Elements

Overcoming Abuse and Learning To Trust

Overcoming Addiction

Protecting One’s Home or Property

Pursuing Justice For Oneself or Others

Realizing a Dream

Reconciling with an Estranged Family Member

Rescuing a Loved One From a Captor

Restoring A Name or Reputation

Righting a Deep Wrong

Seeking Out One’s Biological Roots

Stopping an Event From Happening

Trying Again When One Has Previously Failed

Support Wordsnstuff!

Request A Writing Help Post/Themed Playlist/Writing Tips!

Send Me Poetry To Feature On Our Instagram!

Receive Updates & Participate In Polls On Our Twitter!

Like us and share on Facebook!

Read More On Our Masterlist & See our Frequently Asked Questions!

Tag What You Want Me To See With #wordsnstuff!

Participate in monthly writing challenges!

Ron, nodding sagely: If it excites you and scares you at the same time, you should probably just do it.

Harry: Really?

Ron: Yeah!

Harry, taking a deep breath: Alright. I’ll do it. I’ll fuck Tom Riddle.

Ron: What.

Harry, waving goodbye: Thanks for the advice, Ron.

Ron: What.

Reblog if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, asexual, transgender or a supporter.

This should be reblogged by everyone. Even if you’re straight, you should be a supporter.

🌼Dandelions🌼

Has anyone else in their life ever felt as though you’ve met your soulmate but instead of it being an experience of meeting them and that feeling going both ways… it was unrequited and you were left thinking that it was just you and that the other person didn’t or ever think of you in that way??? Even though personally you thought of them as your other half and had to watch them from a distance falling in love with someone else.

🌼 And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime

And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine🌼

🌼 I'm in a field of dandelions

Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine🌼

It’s currently 12:35 am, but we all already know the drill… I can’t sleep🥰

So what am I gonna do to help this issue?

I’m gonna re-attempt to write a fanfic that I kinda gave up on even though I absolutely love the ideas that go along with it….

Wish me and give me all the luck cause my writing skills and my sanity are gonna need it🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️

Thank you for coming to my TedTalk🤩

It’s currently 1:54 in the morning and I can’t sleep because I have ✨insomnia✨

I know it’s extremely fancy.

Besides the point..... I just wanted to come on here to say that I want a boyfriend.

And you see I’m being extremely patient and letting nature run it’s course....

BUT

Except the boyfriend is taking longer than the 4-5 business days to get here, despite what it said on the receipt. So I decided to check the UPS website where my package was going to be sent through...

So I pulled up the order and it said that my Suna Boyfriend Package has been lost with their other shipments of packages😭🤌🏻

So the lessons this story is...

1) I’m lonely

2) UPS sucks

And well...

3) This made up story on wanting Suna to be my boyfriend sucks

it ends as it began

Do people realize that Marinette is slowly renouncing love altogether? 

The last scene of Truth reveals Marinette believes she must renounce any love life. This is her first episode as the Guardian and that’s the first decision she takes and first sacrifice she makes as a Guardian. And this is also the first episode of the new season, so this is only the beginning. Just like Chameleon was the start of her hardships back in S3. Just like Collector was about LB learning to trust others in order to gain new allies in S2. 

Plus, we got a glimpse of this in a S4 trailer where Marinette states she is better off just being Ladybug. Renouncing her civilian identity and life. Renouncing her humanity for the sake of her mission. Meaning Marinette is starting to believe she has to push away those she loves in order to protect her loved ones, her secret identity and the Miracle Box. As a Guardian, she has to be perfect and cannot afford another slip due to her emotions. 

And you know who else has pushed away people and his emotions for the sake of his mission? Gabriel Agreste.

LB and HM aren’t just foes. They are growing more and more into foils. 

I wanted to come on here and rant and cry over a couple of things. And first of it’s not the cursed memes because they make me feel better.

Im literally sitting in bed minding my own business, looking at pictures of my favorite anime characters and go “wow if only they existed so I can save myself the from all these hoes on Tinder.” The fact that after I say this my heart breaks a little😀. Like I’m sitting here crying about how my favorite anime characters don’t exist and how much it fucking hurts because I love them so much. The fact that my Anime Characters are literally light years better than the men where I’m from🥲. Like no wonder I can’t get a boyfriend, simply because my standards of men are so significantly high that it’s impossible for me to find a guy with any common decency.... LIKE MY STANDARDS ARENT EVEN THAT HIGH!!! ITS LITERALLY THE BARE MINIMUM!!! All they want is sex and I’m over here in my corner like..... “relationship please.” And guys are like..... Ew gross............

So in other words I think I’ve given up.....

So Kuroo, Kise, Daiki..... heck if any of the anime men on my simp list are reading this.... please come pick me up..... I’m tired of this bullshit

Does anyone else have that one “crush” that you have had small interactions with. Like for example; the crush in question will open the door for you while watching you completely struggle for a good minute, they would laugh at how stupid you probs looked but none the less will open the door for you and say that they hope you have a nice rest of your day and they hope that you did well on that test you were scared for, they will constantly open the door for you when they see you even though they don’t have to so in return you try to open the door for them in return but the crush would say they feel bad and open the door for you anyways.....

Especially after a time and place where you’re heading out of town and have a bunch of shit in your hands and you see them again and they go to open the door for you only for you to open the first door for him and again he says that he feels bad because you shouldn’t hold the door open for him because you have things in your hands and he says to stay where you’re at and you let them open the next door instead.....

And I promise you guys that I haven’t fallen that hard at all for a stranger I don’t even know the name of 😀😀😀

Does anyone else have one kid in their class that won’t shut thee fuck up and won’t let anyone else speak because of how much they talk? Like excuse me I have opinions too and would like to speak them, but I can’t because I don’t have a chance to let a word in edge wise when they are talking.

Chile I need to learn self restraint “I’m sorry for this outburst” enjoy these pics of my boy Tanaka and I hope y’all have a great day!! :D

“What’s so weird about me being nice and helping my volleyball brethren.”

-Kuroo Testurou 💕💕

I just wanted to post this because this quote is truly inspiring and has helped me through the highs and lows of High school volleyball (football).....

I’m sorry about how sarcastic that truly was😀💕

Me: “I’m such a catch, I don’t understand why the hell im single. I’m funny, charismatic and overall great person. I just don’t get it...”

Also me: *literally won’t stop talking about 2D characters as if they were real, Constantly talks about how I wish they were my significant other, reads fanfics about them, listens to kpop 24/7, talks about how I would leave my real life boyfriend if any of my fictional characters or kpop artists proposed to me, cries about them all the time*

Me: “yeah I just don’t get why I’m single”

Am I in a lecture right now?

- Yes

Do I have any idea what we are talking about?

- No

Do I give any shits?

- Absolutely not

What’s my point?

- I have no point besides the fact that I’m bored and wanting to post this cursed Image of Ushijima

Hi and Hello,

First post. I literally have no clue what I’m doing and I have no clue on what I’ll talk about. Okay maybe I do have a clue. I’m a huge fangirl. So I’ll probably talk about Kpop, Anime and other things I’m interested in. I’m a huge simp and I might rave and write about how hot I think a fictional character is.... or how hot I think a man (that doesn’t know I exist) is. Also I have multiple cursed images on my phone so I’ll definitely be posting those. And I might talk about fanfics.... I wish y’all luck if you want to follow me