These Days I Feel Exhausted Emotionally And It Takes A Toll On My Body Too. Ive Been Really Thinking

These  days I feel exhausted emotionally and it takes a toll on my body too. I’ve been really thinking about people and situations I want out of my life and what I want my future to look like. Rather sad thoughts for the holidays but I remind you at this point that is okay to feel down during the holidays. 

{22:30} My sore fingers grasped the camera in fear of throwing it in accident. What I was exactly thinking going out in this weather without my fingerless gloves. Well if we are to be totally honest here, I did NOT think. Taehyung's text had me suffling around my small apartment in order to be ready within the 15-minute-limit he gave me to prepare.

And now I am standing on the pavement, camera in hand and fingers frozen over, waiting for Tae to bring us some well deserved hot chocolate. We have spent the best part of the last 3 hours roaming around the Han river snapping photos of trees and small animals. I didn't expect him to come back with just one hot chocolate though. Only the thought of us sharing had my cheeks heating up in shame, but my hands were getting a weird shade of purple, so I was quick to strap my camera to my neck and shove my hands in my pockets, hoping he did not notice. But can you hide anything from his eyes? He worriedly took his gloves out his back pocket offering them to me without giving a second thought. "Oh no Tae, I really cannot use your gloves". I was quick to show him the bloody cracks on the surface of my skin. "I am gonna ruin them if I do" Saying he was shocked was an understatement. "Does that happen to you often? Is it because of the cold?" "Yeah, my skin can not take it really well, that's why I am always wearing the fingerless gloves when I have an outdoor photoshoot". We stand opposite of one another, staring at my right hand that was spread between us, fingers and knuckles smeared red. He quickly let the cup he was holding in a bench beside us and proceeded to fish my left hand out of my pocket. Shooting him a questionable look I said nothing as he pressured my hands together between his and brought them up to his lips. I lowkey panicked , trying to yank my trembling fingers back to myself, when he swiftly blew his hot breath over them. I hummed in approval, trying to cover the sound of my heartbeat against my sternum. I managed to pull my right hand out of his grasp and I covered my eyes in utter embarrassment. Noticing that he giggled and pressed light feathered kisses on my knuckles, which had me cracking up in seconds. "That's more like it"

Loki sees Peter and MJ interacting 

Loki: they are cute 

Loki: I would put them on a boat

Tony,visibly confused: ...you mean ship them? 

Happy New Year everybody, stay safe