Day 16

Day 16 <3

🎀✨Day 16: I read a cute magical girl manga. It made me remember I want to become a magical girl. ⏱💣I have been collecting pose references to draw magical girls as. 💐☕A magical girl I know was able to talk to Kyubey today. 🎧🌊I haven't been able to talk to Kyubey directly yet, but I think I know what I want to wish for. I want to wish to be able to shift realities every time I try. Even if being a magical girl was dangerous, I could shift to a reality where it wasn't. It's a mundane wish that feels OP. 🍎📿I used to draw cute things on my arms and hands. Maybe I will do that again. Being cute is an important part of being a magical girl (sometimes).

Minor update <3

Got sick, heard lots of voices, character development (hopefully), finally working on old story, maybe will finally draw too, so ready to become a magical girl. something is missing. I cant remember, but there's something. there're so many things I can almost remember, but they never make sense. sense of smell makes no sense. I can only smell memories. what??? sometimes I think I will fall through the floor again...

Hello! I'm curious about your, for lack of a better term, "process" of becoming a magical girl. I'm wondering what kind of research and learning may have gone into your beginning of the process. Aswell as anything else you may want to share about it. Of course you can share as much or as little as you please! Even none if you'd like. And I'm in no rush for an answer, I assume Homulily is still absent so I understand it may not be easy to answer at the moment. Thank you I'm advance and I ask the world to be as kind to you as it can :)

Sorry, I was never absent, I just have the worst memory ever. So much that I forgot everything about being a magical girl for a while. How its heard you become a magical girl is you astral project, and then call out to Kyubey in the astral. He is a PCD (Pop Culture Deity, which basically means he's from a media, and people's belief of him manifested him here(?)). Then, you can make a wish in the astral realm and become a puella magi. There are other ones, but this is the easiest type to become. Your soul gem can manifest as an important object in the physical realm, but since it was created in the astral, its not like you'll pass out if you go 100 meters away from its physical form. You also can only fight witches in the astral to get grief seeds. Witches are basically evil energy given form. They said that not using grief seeds won't kill you, but it will make you weaker, mostly mentally. I hope that helps!

Are you a DID system?

No, but it makes sense that you would think that. The situation is similar.

Day 23 <3

🎀✨Day 23: Someone tried to help pull me into the astral realm, and I got closer than ever! That means that I can become a magical girl super soon! ⏱💣They didn't refill my pills for a few days, so my body and mind have become messed up. Sorry for the previous post, that might have been caused by the altered mental state. The wires are misfiring and causing information to get mixed with each other. 💐☕The other magis said that your soul gem can appear in the physical realm in the form of certain objects. Even though I don't have a soul gem yet, I think I knows what object it will take the form of. It's something that kind of looks like the soul gem. 🎧🌊Meditation is really helpful! Even though my mind was messed up and sad, I was able to figure things out just by meditating! It was a good replacement while I couldn't have the pills. 🍎📿There was a story I read that was one of those where you think it is fine the whole time, but when you reach the end, you are terribly sad, and you don't know why. I will not tell anyone the story because of the reason it made me sad, but it was similar to the story "Never Let Me Go" in the way it makes you feel. There was a certain character that was just like me when I thought I could never relate to anyone. I might have accidentally taken parts of their personality because of that.

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Day 19 <3

🎀✨Day 19: I'm back! I will focus on shifting for now because I am still a little scared of astral projection. ⏱💣I babysat my younger brother today, but I got no sleep the night before, so I was hearing a lot of voices, and that distracted me. 💐☕I've been watching more Glitter Force, or maybe it was called Smile Precure? I like the yellow one and the blue one. 🎧🌊I realized I haven't been keeping up on my sword training. I will try to remember to do that. 🍎📿Here is the surprise! Warning: Implied Puella Magi Madoka Magica spoilers

Ta da!