The Fact That Arthur Said This Just After We Saw Merlin Do Him The Biggest Kindness I've Ever Seen Anyone

The fact that Arthur said this just after we saw Merlin do him the biggest kindness I've ever seen anyone do another person. Like. A sorcerer just selflessly shattered his own dream, and that of many people, just so Arthur would not have to bear the guilt of killing his own father, in one of the purest and most horrifying demonstrations of love I've ever witnessed, and it went unseen and unheard, and then he had to listen to this

Sometimes it just hits me, the amount of emotional pain Merlin has been going through since the beginning of the series.

It makes me think of this post

I love this so much

Especially the whole last part

when u rlly wanna do smth for ur otp in celebration of 2023 but u have no creative energy whatsoever

I wrote two lines of poetry before my brain shut down

And in this, the small degeneration of strays

Endeared to the stars, there is a spherical lyric calling upon every heart to beat at once, an eulogy to oblivion.

"I found," whisper my eyes that have now entered yours. My ocean has been restored.

You think you have a problem? I read a Tumblr post that made me ship two characters who are canonically the exact same person, disguised

I hope this new year brings me a lot of "finally getting diagnosed" and "no longer feeling guilty for being alive". But I'll settle for a cool new hat and some fanfic

I know I can ask Google the questions, but some questions I want to ask to someone so they can sit right next to me and look into my eyes and give me the long, perhaps complicated answer while I process the words they're telling me, while I listen to their voice, while I take it all in

Merthur really have it all huh. King and lionheart dynamic. Fucking hate at first sight then speedrun to trying to die for the other. Slow burn? Never heard of her. One of them wears gloves and one doesn't and I'm not even gonna bother to explain why that is top fucking tier. Lies and secrets that could bring about the doom of the kingdom. Obviously adore each other but will actually fucking die before saying it with actual words. The prince is a gigantic asshole who doesn't know how to show care or ask for attention like a person who had healthy emotional development as a child and oscillates between pulling pigtails and acting like an over-eager puppy or both at the same time. Domesticity levels previously unheard of. They canonically wear each other's clothes. One of them makes up words and the other promptly starts using them. Both are extremely into the other's specific brand of dumbassery. Their love language is fucking playing together. "I don't want you to change" fuck this fuck everything