Since I Said That I Will Post Some Stuff About Myself, I Probably Could Also Explain Why The Updates

Since I said that I will post some stuff about myself, I probably could also explain why the updates for the fanfiction are taking longer.

I am suffering from depression. It's the first time in like...three or four years that I really started a pretty long project. I often feel apathetic and just...not really ready for anything. Which is why, I am taking it pretty slow with the chapters, not wanting to have a burnout.

I just thought that this may be some important information.

Take care of yourself you all <3

Remember that post of mine? About Glatt being totally invisible for everyone? Yeah...I actually like that idea, so I am thinking of a name for that...AU?...can we call that an AU?...I thought about something like "Ghosting". Does anyone here have ideas? I am very bad at naming stuff haha.

Thinking about writing some short stuff about that. Would love to hear some of your thoughts!

Guess what! Chapter three is finally there! And...its longer than I expected.

Just so you know. I will start to Tag my Schlackity stuff as "pumpkin husbands". I don't take criticism.

Quackity: You lying, cheating, piece of shit! You took everything that I had!

JSchlatt: Oh yeah? You are the idiot who thinks that he can get away with everything that he does! Welcome to the real world!

Quackity: I am leaving you! I want a fucking divorce and I will take Tubbo with me!

Fundy, picking up the monopoly board: I think we should stop playing now...

Little headcanons of how the pumpkin husbands demonstrate their trust towards each other.

•Schlatt let's Quackity see him at his worst. He can let his guard down, can be more vulnerable. Something that he would never do with someone else, maybe with Connor as an exception. Leaving the confident persona for the outside world and leaving Quackity with the real person.

•Another point are the horns. They are a sign of dominance, power, control. They are also sort of a defense and they don't grow back. This is why it is something special that he let's Quackity touch his horns and in some cases even fully pull. The duck hybrid does it only in occasions where he wants to make Schlatt bow down for a kiss or...other activities but this is still something that shows how much the ram hybrid trusts his partner.

•One of the more obvious demonstrations is the fact that Quackity is not hesitant to put his beanie down, when he and Schlatt are alone. He trusts his partner with his hair, to fully see him and whenever his husband compliments him...he actually believes him.

•The second act of trust is not visible at the first glance but...with time it becomes obvious that Quackity let's Schlatt stay in his blind spot. A weakness, vulnerability, something that would make him an easy target....but he trusts his husband. He doesn't need to have him in his vision to know that he would never harm him.

Sometimes there is the time, where I get the feeling that I am faking my depression. Like...everything seems fine. I am surrounded by people. My mother at least tries to understand my struggles. But even with all that, I still feel somehow...empty? If that is even the right word to describe that feeling. Every time, when someone asks "and? Did it get better?" I feel guilty for answering that nothing has changed. I only feel more ashamed of myself and guilty for something that I don't even control. That's a pretty strange and somehow scary feeling.

Either way...that's just my little rant. I hope that you all are doing well or are on your way to the "well" station. It may take a lot of time, but I believe that you can do it. Don't forget to drink enough, eat at least once a day and take your meds, if you take some.

You all are valid.