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Season 6 got on my nerves. Dean’s relationship with Lisa is the proof I needed to know he just can’t love. Dean’s dead inside and will never have a real partner. Too sad.

him looking like this is really bad for my mental stability actually

just crying over how romantic Freddie & Jim were nbd

deleted gay beach fantasy shirtless wingkink future vision destiel dream sex scene. string of words i can put in an order

I want to put these two in a room just to see what they talk about

If I want to study someone's art or style, how do I do that? Like where do you even start when looking at an illustration that they made 😭thank you!!!

Here’s stuff i think about. i don’t do that many style studies, so idunno how helpful it is! pls sound in tha comments if anyone has tips:) 

Pinpoint what stuff you like, and focus on that. Focus on technique rather than exact replication, for example ( just first thing comes to mind) if you like rostov’s disco elysium cover art and want to study it, don’t just repaint the image, find what’s key in the style. looseness, maybe? then, instead of copying the image with your technique, try to apply the same looseness. (feat. shitty 5 min sketch plz dont judge example of how i normally approax paintings, versus a study. ALSO not to say u CANT do this it's just how i would study, myself. )

That being said, don’t force yourself to make art decisions that feel unnatural to you. a lot of the time artists make decisions based on their weaknesses as well as strengths. I do very shaky, hatchy lineart because my hands are very shaky. I focus on painting what I* feel is important and fun. 

Instead of copying a style from a picture, look at a variety of pictures and find technique. For example a lot of people redrawing a screenshot in “sailor moon style” or “ghibli style” will draw… let’s say, an old man, looking like a usagi because that’s the screenshot they looked at, instead of watching what stylistic choices for example takeuchi made when stylizing an old man. So the “studies” end up homogenous. I personally find it unproductive to replicate a painting for purposes of study, but like focusing on individual elements. say you like egon schiele, replicating whole paintings at a time IMO isn't gonna do much, but maybe you can set out on a series where you sketch copy his hands or feet from different paintings, and then try stylizing your own hands the same way? Or maybe your fave artist draws moonlight like a blue stream, or a red one? Try applying only that light to your paintings.

You could also color pick or look at the colors they make and paint whatever you want with those same colors, to understand how they work together and what can be done with them.

Also, if you can, look at their influences! Everyone learns art by seeing others art. Chances are they saw art they liked and picked from there what elements they enjoyed. Looking at the inspiration can help make some of the techniques more obvious.

Basically focus less on copying(not that copying is bad- but not always helpful for studying), and more on what you like. If you find what you like, you can work from there and try to think about your own art from the same perspective.

IDK if this helps as i said, feel free to add onto^_^

Dealing With Executive Dysfunction - A Masterpost

The “getting it done in an unconventional way” method.

The “it’s not cheating to do it the easy way” method.

The “fuck what you’re supposed to do” method.

The “get stuff done while you wait” method.

The “you don’t have to do everything at once” method.

The “it doesn’t have to be permanent to be helpful” method.

The “break the task into smaller steps” method.

The “treat yourself like a pet” method.

The “it doesn’t have to be all or nothing” method.

The “put on a persona” method.

The “act like you’re filming a tutorial” method.

The “you don’t have to do it perfectly” method.

The “wait for a trigger” method.

The “do it for your future self” method.

The “might as well” method.

The “when self discipline doesn’t cut it” method.

The “taking care of yourself to take care of your pet” method.

The “make it easy” method.

The “junebugging” method.

The “just show up” method.

The “accept when you need help” method.

The “make it into a game” method.

The “everything worth doing is worth doing poorly” method.

The “trick yourself” method.

The “break it into even smaller steps” method.

The “let go of should” method.

The “your body is an animal you have to take care of” method.

The “fork theory” method.

The “effectivity over aesthetics” method.

(●′ω`●)！Finished！Now I can go to bed…………I feel like I`m going to have a dream about them this night （¯﹃¯）

when has sam or dean ever done it like her

"I'm gonna go out on a limb and say you've never been in love..."

- Karen Singer 5x15

pls tell us about your evil spn revival idea. the world needs to know

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING

the most evilest spn revival idea:

there IS a plot to retrieve cas from the empty, but due to Reasons™ (buckleming would be able to come up with some great ones) cas is forced to change vessels. and he does.

his new vessel is a woman.

upon reuniting with dean, dean immediately confesses his love for cas and they kiss with tongue, thus making destiel canon in the WORST way possible

this has the benefit of pissing off almost every demographic:

cas/misha girlies (gn) are mad because misha isn't on the show anymore

destiel girlies (gn) are pissed because this is technically a heterosexual (and possibly homophobic????) pairing now

wincesties are mad because destiel is now canon

jared/sam girlies are mad because sam has now lost screen time

jared is mad because he's lost screen time

jensen is mad because he didn't get to kiss his male coworker with tongue

misha is mad because a wonderful attention grabbing opportunity has been lost

the most evilest choice. i should write for the show

Sam younger sibling core seeing Dean and Castiel being affectionate and saying EW as obnoxiously as he possibly can every time

I love Charlie to death, but vote Castiel in the 2024 election 🙏

Charlie’s gay, yes, but Cas betrayed heaven to serve some fucking guy; risked his life in so many ways, WAS CHANGED, he was sent to super hell because he loved some fucking guy.

The boy is the homo of the century

Gayest Supernatural Character, Semi-Finals

Thank you to @heraldssrest for providing the image of Cas, it made me cackle.

I drew Dean?????

For some reason I can only draw him in this pose??

Idk how much I like it I feel like I got his skin tone wrong...

Misha rating versions of Castiel from 1 to 10 🥸

i think calling the winchesters serial killers is inaccurate in the same way that we differentiate between a serial killer and a hitman. those are not interchangeable terms. that being said, i do think sam winchester is a serial killer. we just didn't see it because it wasn't relevant to his journey etc etc

Dean/Cas Horrorfest Presents...

The Possession of Jimmy Novak

Author: bexgowen / @motherofdragonflies

Artist: @eggchef

Rating: Explicit

Wordcount: 16k

Tags: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Modern AU, Minor Character Deaths, Possession, Smut

Summary:

Dean Winchester was surprised to learn that when his father died, he left behind a beautiful house in the suburbs of Illinois, complete with neighbors who welcomed the newly arrived Dean with casseroles and invitations to join them at church.

It all seemed so very normal.

But there was something about Jimmy Novak that Dean couldn’t put his finger on, something not normal, and when Dean became an unwitting accomplice to Jimmy’s crime he discovered the horrifying truth -

That wasn't Jimmy Novak.

Excerpt:

“Here,” Jimmy said, and Dean carefully lowered Roger to the ground, silently apologizing to the man as his head flopped into the dirt but glad to be free of his deadweight. He flinched as Jimmy tossed the shovel at him, reflexively catching it before it hit him in the face.

“Dig.”

“Oh, hell no,” Dean said, exhaustion and frustration and fear short circuiting the connection between his brain and his mouth.  “You wanna bury him, you dig your own fucking hole.”

Jimmy stalked forward until he was nose to nose with Dean, fury making his eyes burn electric blue. Dean forced himself to hold his ground and drew himself to his full height - he had a few inches on Jimmy, and he was going to use every one of them to his advantage - lifting his chin and looking down his nose at Jimmy, daring him to make a move. 

Jimmy's jaw clenched as he searched Dean's face for any sign of weakness, and then his eyes closed, his head dropping and shoulders slumping like a puppet whose strings had been cut. Dean took a step back and gripped the shovel tightly, bracing himself in case it was a trick. 

Slowly, Jimmy lifted his head and opened his eyes, blinking like he had woken from a deep sleep. He focused on Dean and frowned.

“Dean?” he asked, confused. “What are you—?” He looked around, the furrow on his brow deepening as he took in his surroundings. “Where—where am I? How did I—?”

“Jimmy?” Dean asked warily.

Jimmy took a step back, and tripped over Roger, landing on his ass with a thump. He saw what he’d fallen over and scrambled backwards, kicking up dirt and leaves in his haste to get away from the body as fast as possible. 

“No,” he moaned, shaking his head frantically. “No, no, oh, Roger, no—” He gripped his head between his hands and started rocking back and forth, whispering frantically to himself. 

Dean approached Jimmy, kneeling down next to the man, setting the shovel down behind him close that it was still within arm’s reach if he needed it but out of Jimmy’s reach. 

“Jimmy. Hey. Jimmy.” 

“I didn’t want him to—I didn’t mean for him to—I had thoughts, sinful thoughts, but he—Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name—”

“Who, Jimmy? Who are you talking about?”

Jimmy froze, his prayer dying on his lips. Dean waited. Slowly, Jimmy lowered his hands and looked at Dean.

“Castiel,” he whispered.

 Coming this October to @deancashorrorfest

Supernatural season 12 episode 19

pacing my room season 13 destiel.. oh my god cas didnt even know how dean reacted when cas died.. cas thinks dean doesnt believe in cas' ability to care for and protect jack. cas thinks dean inviting himself along means dean doesnt trust cas.. he thinks he is protecting dean by rejecting him tagging along.. but dean thinks .. oh. cas is leaving me again. dean thought cas was dead and gone forever this tim. dean killed himself and was okay with staying dead.. dean didnt believe in anything anymore.. dean couldnt make himself move past cas dying this time.. cas dying almost broke dean this time.. dean JUST got cas back. he dressed cas up as a cowboy and they spent time together. then the next episode cas is leaving.. and they both dont understand. the miscommunication that has been the crux of their entire relationship hasnt changed.. they dont even know they are talking in circles around the same thing. they love each other so much it kills them

Them getting memory-whipped was they're story wrap

reversing, a tragic sacrifice is actually the worst fuckin thing you can do—like??

((and I mean tragic on both sides. sad for Dean sure, but it is horrifying that these people had years and chunks of their lives removed from memory. And even though it was good for them, they didn't get a choice but is was the right move.

Its better that they not be part of Dean's life because they would’ve fucking died horrible deaths as Dean's family XD))

I'm sorry who keeps letting screenrant write about supernatural?

Dean Winchester & hug dynamic analysis

I was thinking about how whenever Dean hugs someone he's almost always the one hugging the other and how this links to his psychological trauma of always being the caretaker of people, making himself bigger to protect them.

Because that's how Dean sees himself, as a shield for others, and then I thought about how Cas actually is the shield, and he's HIS SHIELD, specifically, the only one who's really there to protect HIM, which is why it hits so much when we see this:

The way Cas wraps his arms around him, trying to protect him with his whole body--that he'd use as a shield and give up in a second if he could spare him from any pain and save him.

(for context: Dean was about to go use the soul bomb on Amara there, it was a suicide mission)

Bobby is another one that hits, he hugs him as the big hugger because he's his father, he loves him and he's actually here to protect him (and Dean LETS him -barely, but he lets him *and Cas* - in a way that he doesn't let Sam)

I watched a compilation of Sam & Dean hugs to check if i was right about it, but it's almost always Dean the big hugger with Sam, except when he's about to die or Sam sees him alive again after losing him.

Even then, Dean mostly tries to hug Sam as the big hugger anyway, with at least one arm, like a way to comfort him, making him feel protected, like his body language is saying "I'm here, I'm okay, I'm still strong, i can still protect you" (because their real father failed and Dean thinks it's his job).

He rarely lets himself be the little one hugged with Sam, unless he's barely conscious. Which is why it kills me so much more now that in this moment (s14, when Dean was going to lock himself in the Ma'lak box cause he was possessed by Michael) and Sam has a desperate breakdown and punches him (to stop him) he forcefully hugs him as the little hugger, the way Dean always kept him, like a way of saying "I still need you to protect me, please don't do this to yourself".

In the scene below he gives Sam his blessing to do a dangerous (possibly suicidal) mission, and one of his arms is down, but the other one tries to stay up--he's forcing himself to do it and he struggles because he still wants to protect him, but (as the seasons progress) he slowly becomes more prone to let go.

So in this view the hug dynamic becomes an indicator of how Dean sees Sam (and himself) and his protector role, how adult and self sufficient he considers Sam, and how much he lets people around him take care of him, lowering his walls and letting himself be hugged.

This is also why i think hugs from characters like Garth or Charlie are so special, because they're just like us: they see Dean and they just know that he needs to be hugged a lot, and that he's not used to it, so they just go for it-- and it's so normal and kind and spontaneous that Dean's just not used to it-- he doesn't know how to respond (especially with Garth, at the beginning, but as the seasons progress, he learns to, and he even initiates the hug eventually).

I love the hugs where they're 50/50 (one arm up, one arm down both), feels like they're equals, both taking care of each other. I feel like with Sam and Dean, this indicates a healthier dynamic, because Dean lets go a little of the role that was imposed to him and manages to see Sam as the strong individual that he is. But the same applies to 50/50 hugs with other characters, like with Cas, where I feel like it testifies how equals they feel in terms of being fighters, there's a show of respect of each other's strength that transpires by the gesture (which is even more astounding considering that Cas is literally a powerful angel).

And just to end on a destiel note, I'd like to note the possessiveness and protectiveness of Dean (rightfully so) whenever he finds Cas after he thought he had lost him, and how that translates into his body/hug language:

s5e18 in action